Stress

Stress like shit...

 

I know it's rude.

 

But ya, I'm running out of time.

And....

I don't understand those stuff at all...
Ethics? Moral? Maxim?
Existence preceeds essence....
 What's that? I have no idea at all with all those moral theories which are confusing yet weak in argument.

You have no idea how is it when you have your dictionary besides when you are studying Moral Studies.

Seriously....

It's not as easy as the 36 moral values that we used to learn in the past 5 years, but theories from philosopher, how they view ethics, values.... so on and so forth...

Immanuel Kant, this is the 2nd semester that I saw his name in my textbook, with his so-called Kant's ethics.

 

How am I gonna finish this? Yet I'm here. Haha ><

 

Just to complain a little.

 

A women under stress is not immediately concerned with finding solutions to her problems but rather seeks relief by expressing herself and being understood

So what do I do when I feel stress these days? Music... Blogging... Camwhore... - way to seek relief, since I can't talk to my besties now.  :)

Music- Sometimes the lyrics just say out what in your heart
Blogging- Place to express your feelings
Camwhore- I have no idea, but girls like to camwhore, and it makes us feel good... Haha

 

 

 

Smile :)

Had a great chat with Darling Serine until 3am this morning. Woke up around 8am this morning. :P
It's 10pm now and I feel so tired...

So lazy to continue and I guess you guys will be bored as I keep repeating the same stuff... Haha

Looking forward for our upcoming outing. See you guys soon. All the best in exams. :)



A smile a day keep you happy everyday-  by Shi Inn



会笑的女孩才是最漂亮的。 


Make sense right? I know it. Haha :P

Simple as that...

" One of the happiest moments ever is when you feel the courage to let go of those you shouldn' t care for. "




One simple quote explain what I want to do. :)

Motivation :)

It's been more than a month I didn't study although it's been one month since my 3rd semester start.

Feel so lazy and not motivated.

I miss those time where I was hardworking, study for exams. And I can sit there for like 3-4 hours with books? Especially history, I have no idea why. :)

Now?

Exams? Who are you?

This is so unhealthy.

I just feel not motivated. But ya, I'm slowly finding it back, and those feelings are just awesome. You only focus on your work but not others. I need this, seriously, although I can only stick my butt on my chair in my room for like less than one hour only for now? Better than none right?

Everyone is busy preparing for their exams, being so hardworking, but I am sitting down here?

Ok la, study for 30 minutes later.... Haha :)



Looking back my previous post, I feel that sometimes I'm kinda childish. Haha.

But, it also showed that how firm am I trying to move on.

So ya, never ever let myself to be at the shakey position.

Gonna remind myself about this. Haha.


I'm such a good girl this week, never hang out with friends, because I have been hanging out with my friends at least once a week averagely since 2 months ago, even before my birthday.


Going back to my usual routine as 3 months ago. Cutting down whatsapp, hang out, upload photos to instagram or fb, fb still in progress... Because these stuff are active just to spend my time and divert my attention. No doubt at the beginning, you need some drugs to heal you, but it is not beneficial in the long-term. Until my friends were wondering how come I uploaded photos that often in the past 2 months. I was just bored and have no idea why at that moment I have such mood to snap photos... Haha...
But not for now. So it will be quite some time? Maybe 1 or 2 months or half a year?


Be who you are. The actual Shi Inn will be back. *Wink*

Vei's 18th Birthday Celebration :)

Teehee.... 16th of September... Malaysia Day :)

 

It's a replacement holiday on Monday, tomorrow.

 

No school. Awesome right?

 

Yes.

 

 

Have marathon shopping again.

 

Why?

 

Simply because my aunt cannot stay home. Haha.

 

 

 

Friday night.....

 

Star Village, the environment isn't bad, u can look through the photos.

 

Spend an awesome night with my Darlings, celebrated 3 Darlings birthday in one shot.

 

 

I have no idea why can't I upload my darlings photos up here. Will try out soon.

 

 

 

Happy Birthday to Jee Vei. Wish you have a wonderful year ahead. :)



Had a great night with them, say this out from my heart sincerely.

They make me laugh, make me smile, make me happy.

Also, you could see a difference between the previous photos and the current one.

Wahaha!

I smile, smile from my heart.

The last time  I smile like this was at Pui Yee's 18th Birthday Celebration @ De Pastry Chef.

Top 2 was forced to smile, Bottom 2 is smiling out of heart... Haha :)





Cheer UP... Cheer UP... Cheer UP...




Guys~ get ready and cheer up!



Hooray! :)




 

Colours of Life

Hw's life?

 

 

 

Still the same.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Variety is the spice of life.

 

 

It's undoubtedly true. But who can actually cope with it? It is rather harsh when you are in that transition period. You fall, you struggle, you feel the pain, yet you need to pretend as if you can come over? Because that's the element to make you grow even stronger? Does it matter you are weak or strong? Does it matter you grow up or not? Isn't it being happy all the time is more important? So why do we have encounter all these?

 

 

How to be brave when I'm afraid to fall? Ya. I'm still standing here without any move.

 

 

 

 

 

BUT....

 

 

If you never put one step ahead, you will never how is it in the front.

 

 

If you are afraid to move on, you are likely to stay around.

 

 

 

SO?

 

 

I haven't get ready yet. I just need some time. :)

 

Just give myself a break, my mind and my heart. I'm exhausted. Have been telling myself to give myself a break, but it doesn't work. Unless I can hibernate for some time like the bear. :)

Hohoho~ I'm back :)

HoHoHo~ I'm back. Tada~

My introduction would be similar to 2 of my Darlings, both S, Serine and Sally. It has been one month since I last blogged.

So much stuff happened in this 2 months. Birthday.. Break up...
I was exhausted. But ya, I'm slowly getting UP.

I have updated my Darlings with my happenings. Not much to elaborate here. I guess they would prefer a LIVE one, face-to-face talk... Haha.

那时的笑容是多么的甜。怀念以前。

 

 

 

School life is busy but interesting





28/ 07/ 1994

Today is a special day for me.

18 years ago...

A cute baby girl called Shi Inn was brought to this world.



She went through so many stuff throught this 18 years, happy or sorrow,  from infant to teenager and
now a young adult.


When she was still young, she enjoys her life without much worries, like a small princess living in her castle. During her teen-age years, she had fun with her friends, and that was the best memories for her. We meet up because of faith. But it all depends on how me make it to be memorable and interesting so that they are not just passer-by in my life.



18 years after.... (28/07/2012)

Is not my family or my loved one who celebrate my birthday for me, but they are the one who accompany on that day.

Sing K... Dinner... Chatting....


This is how I spent my 18th Birthday.





They are just so sweet. Thx to my Darlings for accompanying during my 18th Birthday.

Do you guys feel lucky? For having this chance since 18th is a special and significant one because it is the transition stage from teenage to a young adult, which is once in a life time.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

这个时候的我怎么努力也笑不出

 

 

 

 

 

突然想用华语写出自己的感想。好奇怪的感觉。华语好难打哦。哈哈。

 

想念我的宝贝们。

 

 

 

Better type in English. Haha.

 

I don't know how to construst proper sentence using mandarin and stuck here. Haha

 

 

 

Had an awesome moment with my aunts last weekend...Friday..Saturday..Sunday... Public Holiday...

 

Shopped for ALL 3 days. Ya, we were free. What for staying home? Haha.

 

 

 

Besides shopping, what else I did?

 

Eat of course, like marathon

 

And Triumph contest

 

...

 

 

Haha  ><

 

 

 

 

A girl doesn't need to tell you straight up how she feels. It's written all over the way she acts when you're around.

 

Saw this on FB just now.

 

 

Goodnight world. Take care <3