Motivation :)

It's been more than a month I didn't study although it's been one month since my 3rd semester start.

Feel so lazy and not motivated.

I miss those time where I was hardworking, study for exams. And I can sit there for like 3-4 hours with books? Especially history, I have no idea why. :)

Now?

Exams? Who are you?

This is so unhealthy.

I just feel not motivated. But ya, I'm slowly finding it back, and those feelings are just awesome. You only focus on your work but not others. I need this, seriously, although I can only stick my butt on my chair in my room for like less than one hour only for now? Better than none right?

Everyone is busy preparing for their exams, being so hardworking, but I am sitting down here?

Ok la, study for 30 minutes later.... Haha :)



Looking back my previous post, I feel that sometimes I'm kinda childish. Haha.

But, it also showed that how firm am I trying to move on.

So ya, never ever let myself to be at the shakey position.

Gonna remind myself about this. Haha.


I'm such a good girl this week, never hang out with friends, because I have been hanging out with my friends at least once a week averagely since 2 months ago, even before my birthday.


Going back to my usual routine as 3 months ago. Cutting down whatsapp, hang out, upload photos to instagram or fb, fb still in progress... Because these stuff are active just to spend my time and divert my attention. No doubt at the beginning, you need some drugs to heal you, but it is not beneficial in the long-term. Until my friends were wondering how come I uploaded photos that often in the past 2 months. I was just bored and have no idea why at that moment I have such mood to snap photos... Haha...
But not for now. So it will be quite some time? Maybe 1 or 2 months or half a year?


Be who you are. The actual Shi Inn will be back. *Wink*