Motivation :)

It's been more than a month I didn't study although it's been one month since my 3rd semester start.

Feel so lazy and not motivated.

I miss those time where I was hardworking, study for exams. And I can sit there for like 3-4 hours with books? Especially history, I have no idea why. :)

Now?

Exams? Who are you?

This is so unhealthy.

I just feel not motivated. But ya, I'm slowly finding it back, and those feelings are just awesome. You only focus on your work but not others. I need this, seriously, although I can only stick my butt on my chair in my room for like less than one hour only for now? Better than none right?

Everyone is busy preparing for their exams, being so hardworking, but I am sitting down here?

Ok la, study for 30 minutes later.... Haha :)



Looking back my previous post, I feel that sometimes I'm kinda childish. Haha.

But, it also showed that how firm am I trying to move on.

So ya, never ever let myself to be at the shakey position.

Gonna remind myself about this. Haha.


I'm such a good girl this week, never hang out with friends, because I have been hanging out with my friends at least once a week averagely since 2 months ago, even before my birthday.


Going back to my usual routine as 3 months ago. Cutting down whatsapp, hang out, upload photos to instagram or fb, fb still in progress... Because these stuff are active just to spend my time and divert my attention. No doubt at the beginning, you need some drugs to heal you, but it is not beneficial in the long-term. Until my friends were wondering how come I uploaded photos that often in the past 2 months. I was just bored and have no idea why at that moment I have such mood to snap photos... Haha...
But not for now. So it will be quite some time? Maybe 1 or 2 months or half a year?


Be who you are. The actual Shi Inn will be back. *Wink*

Vei's 18th Birthday Celebration :)

Teehee.... 16th of September... Malaysia Day :)

 

It's a replacement holiday on Monday, tomorrow.

 

No school. Awesome right?

 

Yes.

 

 

Have marathon shopping again.

 

Why?

 

Simply because my aunt cannot stay home. Haha.

 

 

 

Friday night.....

 

Star Village, the environment isn't bad, u can look through the photos.

 

Spend an awesome night with my Darlings, celebrated 3 Darlings birthday in one shot.

 

 

I have no idea why can't I upload my darlings photos up here. Will try out soon.

 

 

 

Happy Birthday to Jee Vei. Wish you have a wonderful year ahead. :)



Had a great night with them, say this out from my heart sincerely.

They make me laugh, make me smile, make me happy.

Also, you could see a difference between the previous photos and the current one.

Wahaha!

I smile, smile from my heart.

The last time  I smile like this was at Pui Yee's 18th Birthday Celebration @ De Pastry Chef.

Top 2 was forced to smile, Bottom 2 is smiling out of heart... Haha :)





Cheer UP... Cheer UP... Cheer UP...




Guys~ get ready and cheer up!



Hooray! :)




 

Colours of Life

Hw's life?

 

 

 

Still the same.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Variety is the spice of life.

 

 

It's undoubtedly true. But who can actually cope with it? It is rather harsh when you are in that transition period. You fall, you struggle, you feel the pain, yet you need to pretend as if you can come over? Because that's the element to make you grow even stronger? Does it matter you are weak or strong? Does it matter you grow up or not? Isn't it being happy all the time is more important? So why do we have encounter all these?

 

 

How to be brave when I'm afraid to fall? Ya. I'm still standing here without any move.

 

 

 

 

 

BUT....

 

 

If you never put one step ahead, you will never how is it in the front.

 

 

If you are afraid to move on, you are likely to stay around.

 

 

 

SO?

 

 

I haven't get ready yet. I just need some time. :)

 

Just give myself a break, my mind and my heart. I'm exhausted. Have been telling myself to give myself a break, but it doesn't work. Unless I can hibernate for some time like the bear. :)

Hohoho~ I'm back :)

HoHoHo~ I'm back. Tada~

My introduction would be similar to 2 of my Darlings, both S, Serine and Sally. It has been one month since I last blogged.

So much stuff happened in this 2 months. Birthday.. Break up...
I was exhausted. But ya, I'm slowly getting UP.

I have updated my Darlings with my happenings. Not much to elaborate here. I guess they would prefer a LIVE one, face-to-face talk... Haha.

那时的笑容是多么的甜。怀念以前。

 

 

 

School life is busy but interesting





28/ 07/ 1994

Today is a special day for me.

18 years ago...

A cute baby girl called Shi Inn was brought to this world.



She went through so many stuff throught this 18 years, happy or sorrow,  from infant to teenager and
now a young adult.


When she was still young, she enjoys her life without much worries, like a small princess living in her castle. During her teen-age years, she had fun with her friends, and that was the best memories for her. We meet up because of faith. But it all depends on how me make it to be memorable and interesting so that they are not just passer-by in my life.



18 years after.... (28/07/2012)

Is not my family or my loved one who celebrate my birthday for me, but they are the one who accompany on that day.

Sing K... Dinner... Chatting....


This is how I spent my 18th Birthday.





They are just so sweet. Thx to my Darlings for accompanying during my 18th Birthday.

Do you guys feel lucky? For having this chance since 18th is a special and significant one because it is the transition stage from teenage to a young adult, which is once in a life time.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

这个时候的我怎么努力也笑不出

 

 

 

 

 

突然想用华语写出自己的感想。好奇怪的感觉。华语好难打哦。哈哈。

 

想念我的宝贝们。

 

 

 

Better type in English. Haha.

 

I don't know how to construst proper sentence using mandarin and stuck here. Haha

 

 

 

Had an awesome moment with my aunts last weekend...Friday..Saturday..Sunday... Public Holiday...

 

Shopped for ALL 3 days. Ya, we were free. What for staying home? Haha.

 

 

 

Besides shopping, what else I did?

 

Eat of course, like marathon

 

And Triumph contest

 

...

 

 

Haha  ><

 

 

 

 

A girl doesn't need to tell you straight up how she feels. It's written all over the way she acts when you're around.

 

Saw this on FB just now.

 

 

Goodnight world. Take care <3

 

Update

The eyes of the world will be on London for the Opening Ceremony of the London 2012 Olympic Games. The name of the Olympic Opening Ceremony show will be ‘Isles of Wonder’ and the broadcast will be at 3:12am, 28/7/2012 for Malaysia timing.
Haha... They wanted to celebrate my birthday for me?
Kidding.
I'm not really interested with the Olympic, maybe I will remember there was one time where the opening ceremony is on my birthday in the future? Haha. Until now, I think I only remember the Beijing, is it Olympic too? I don't know really know, barely remember the opening ceremony was around 8pm.
Nothing much to update. Next Saturday is my advanced english final exam. Need to pray hard.

2nd round of presentation for the week

Exhausted

How I wish I'm still at high school. How I wish I can see you guys everyday, every morning and pour out anything in my heart to you all.
It really bother me so much and I really need someone to talk to. Perhaps a warm hug or a shoulder is more than enough.
I'm really mentally and physically exhausted. Wasn't feeling well since Sunday.

Wish to see you guys soon. Let's go out and sing like nobody business.

I'm here

Tada~I'm back after 1 month...
Was pretty busy for this few weeks to cope up my studies and assignments...
Did a suck assignment due to inadequate of preparation..And eventually my presentation became a debate between me & Econs teacher...Long story...

Having my 2nd mid-term now..2 more papers to go..Economics principles and Accounting principles tomorrow.
Had my Advanced English last sat..I'm so worried about it because I was only able to finish half of the paper.
Early morning in the Monday had my Critical Thinking Skills. And what is the subject all about? The title tells you everything about it. Ya, it's about thinking stuff critically by twisted your brain, using all your brain juices..Haha

Early Wednesday morning, should start with a smile because I'm on exam leave today.
But, it turned up to be something  surprising. Santa Claus came to my house? Yes...but he is not giving us gift but stole the shoes away..7 or 8 pairs of shoes were estimated to be lost. And the amount of these lost shoes can buy 2 more new ipad. =.=

Being positive or negative are habits of thoughts that have a very strong influence on life.
A positive attitude brings strength, energy and initiative. :)