Don't know?

It's been a month since I had my last update over here.

Good or bad?

Have been doing nothing during this month, except for Mid-term Exams.

And quizzes are coming next week, just tomorrow, to be specific. Haha :)

Was watching Astro beauty paegant last night (Saturday) and suddenly went blackout. Thanks to TNB who changed the electric meter outside the house. And issued a notification slip that they are going to charge us for the unpaid amount, claiming that the past bill was underapplied.

Had chillin' session with dear Serine & Sally @ UFO - Sally's favourite... Too bad I can't eat  :(

It's been a month since I last met Sally after DPC evening jog. So fast right? And I hadn't saw the little girl in the FRIM for like one and a half month. Hahaha.

Finally Sally finished her finals, or else I have to wait for a week? 3 more babes to go. They are having their STPM TOMORROW. Haha. Chill~ Say good luck to them  <3



So... how's life?

As usual? Still in the same mood and mode. Vague but it's true. Stress? Maybe? Because I'm already mentally and physically exhausted. How good if I'm given a chance for a breakaway.

Lack of motivation and energy. I don't know la. Just feel so lazy to think, not lazy actually, but avoid? Since I still can't get the answer. I don't know. Can't think then don't think! Haha.

Thinking back, last year at this time, I was having fun. This year? One year just past like this, where I haven't even achieve anything this year. Few more months later, I'm in degree?  

To be happy is all matters.

Stress

Stress like shit...

 

I know it's rude.

 

But ya, I'm running out of time.

And....

I don't understand those stuff at all...
Ethics? Moral? Maxim?
Existence preceeds essence....
 What's that? I have no idea at all with all those moral theories which are confusing yet weak in argument.

You have no idea how is it when you have your dictionary besides when you are studying Moral Studies.

Seriously....

It's not as easy as the 36 moral values that we used to learn in the past 5 years, but theories from philosopher, how they view ethics, values.... so on and so forth...

Immanuel Kant, this is the 2nd semester that I saw his name in my textbook, with his so-called Kant's ethics.

 

How am I gonna finish this? Yet I'm here. Haha ><

 

Just to complain a little.

 

A women under stress is not immediately concerned with finding solutions to her problems but rather seeks relief by expressing herself and being understood

So what do I do when I feel stress these days? Music... Blogging... Camwhore... - way to seek relief, since I can't talk to my besties now.  :)

Music- Sometimes the lyrics just say out what in your heart
Blogging- Place to express your feelings
Camwhore- I have no idea, but girls like to camwhore, and it makes us feel good... Haha

 

 

 

Smile :)

Had a great chat with Darling Serine until 3am this morning. Woke up around 8am this morning. :P
It's 10pm now and I feel so tired...

So lazy to continue and I guess you guys will be bored as I keep repeating the same stuff... Haha

Looking forward for our upcoming outing. See you guys soon. All the best in exams. :)



A smile a day keep you happy everyday-  by Shi Inn



会笑的女孩才是最漂亮的。 


Make sense right? I know it. Haha :P

Simple as that...

" One of the happiest moments ever is when you feel the courage to let go of those you shouldn' t care for. "




One simple quote explain what I want to do. :)

Motivation :)

It's been more than a month I didn't study although it's been one month since my 3rd semester start.

Feel so lazy and not motivated.

I miss those time where I was hardworking, study for exams. And I can sit there for like 3-4 hours with books? Especially history, I have no idea why. :)

Now?

Exams? Who are you?

This is so unhealthy.

I just feel not motivated. But ya, I'm slowly finding it back, and those feelings are just awesome. You only focus on your work but not others. I need this, seriously, although I can only stick my butt on my chair in my room for like less than one hour only for now? Better than none right?

Everyone is busy preparing for their exams, being so hardworking, but I am sitting down here?

Ok la, study for 30 minutes later.... Haha :)



Looking back my previous post, I feel that sometimes I'm kinda childish. Haha.

But, it also showed that how firm am I trying to move on.

So ya, never ever let myself to be at the shakey position.

Gonna remind myself about this. Haha.


I'm such a good girl this week, never hang out with friends, because I have been hanging out with my friends at least once a week averagely since 2 months ago, even before my birthday.


Going back to my usual routine as 3 months ago. Cutting down whatsapp, hang out, upload photos to instagram or fb, fb still in progress... Because these stuff are active just to spend my time and divert my attention. No doubt at the beginning, you need some drugs to heal you, but it is not beneficial in the long-term. Until my friends were wondering how come I uploaded photos that often in the past 2 months. I was just bored and have no idea why at that moment I have such mood to snap photos... Haha...
But not for now. So it will be quite some time? Maybe 1 or 2 months or half a year?


Be who you are. The actual Shi Inn will be back. *Wink*

Vei's 18th Birthday Celebration :)

Teehee.... 16th of September... Malaysia Day :)

 

It's a replacement holiday on Monday, tomorrow.

 

No school. Awesome right?

 

Yes.

 

 

Have marathon shopping again.

 

Why?

 

Simply because my aunt cannot stay home. Haha.

 

 

 

Friday night.....

 

Star Village, the environment isn't bad, u can look through the photos.

 

Spend an awesome night with my Darlings, celebrated 3 Darlings birthday in one shot.

 

 

I have no idea why can't I upload my darlings photos up here. Will try out soon.

 

 

 

Happy Birthday to Jee Vei. Wish you have a wonderful year ahead. :)



Had a great night with them, say this out from my heart sincerely.

They make me laugh, make me smile, make me happy.

Also, you could see a difference between the previous photos and the current one.

Wahaha!

I smile, smile from my heart.

The last time  I smile like this was at Pui Yee's 18th Birthday Celebration @ De Pastry Chef.

Top 2 was forced to smile, Bottom 2 is smiling out of heart... Haha :)





Cheer UP... Cheer UP... Cheer UP...




Guys~ get ready and cheer up!



Hooray! :)




 

Colours of Life

Hw's life?

 

 

 

Still the same.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Variety is the spice of life.

 

 

It's undoubtedly true. But who can actually cope with it? It is rather harsh when you are in that transition period. You fall, you struggle, you feel the pain, yet you need to pretend as if you can come over? Because that's the element to make you grow even stronger? Does it matter you are weak or strong? Does it matter you grow up or not? Isn't it being happy all the time is more important? So why do we have encounter all these?

 

 

How to be brave when I'm afraid to fall? Ya. I'm still standing here without any move.

 

 

 

 

 

BUT....

 

 

If you never put one step ahead, you will never how is it in the front.

 

 

If you are afraid to move on, you are likely to stay around.

 

 

 

SO?

 

 

I haven't get ready yet. I just need some time. :)

 

Just give myself a break, my mind and my heart. I'm exhausted. Have been telling myself to give myself a break, but it doesn't work. Unless I can hibernate for some time like the bear. :)

Hohoho~ I'm back :)

HoHoHo~ I'm back. Tada~

My introduction would be similar to 2 of my Darlings, both S, Serine and Sally. It has been one month since I last blogged.

So much stuff happened in this 2 months. Birthday.. Break up...
I was exhausted. But ya, I'm slowly getting UP.

I have updated my Darlings with my happenings. Not much to elaborate here. I guess they would prefer a LIVE one, face-to-face talk... Haha.

那时的笑容是多么的甜。怀念以前。

 

 

 

School life is busy but interesting





28/ 07/ 1994

Today is a special day for me.

18 years ago...

A cute baby girl called Shi Inn was brought to this world.



She went through so many stuff throught this 18 years, happy or sorrow,  from infant to teenager and
now a young adult.


When she was still young, she enjoys her life without much worries, like a small princess living in her castle. During her teen-age years, she had fun with her friends, and that was the best memories for her. We meet up because of faith. But it all depends on how me make it to be memorable and interesting so that they are not just passer-by in my life.



18 years after.... (28/07/2012)

Is not my family or my loved one who celebrate my birthday for me, but they are the one who accompany on that day.

Sing K... Dinner... Chatting....


This is how I spent my 18th Birthday.





They are just so sweet. Thx to my Darlings for accompanying during my 18th Birthday.

Do you guys feel lucky? For having this chance since 18th is a special and significant one because it is the transition stage from teenage to a young adult, which is once in a life time.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

这个时候的我怎么努力也笑不出

 

 

 

 

 

突然想用华语写出自己的感想。好奇怪的感觉。华语好难打哦。哈哈。

 

想念我的宝贝们。

 

 

 

Better type in English. Haha.

 

I don't know how to construst proper sentence using mandarin and stuck here. Haha

 

 

 

Had an awesome moment with my aunts last weekend...Friday..Saturday..Sunday... Public Holiday...

 

Shopped for ALL 3 days. Ya, we were free. What for staying home? Haha.

 

 

 

Besides shopping, what else I did?

 

Eat of course, like marathon

 

And Triumph contest

 

...

 

 

Haha  ><

 

 

 

 

A girl doesn't need to tell you straight up how she feels. It's written all over the way she acts when you're around.

 

Saw this on FB just now.

 

 

Goodnight world. Take care <3

 

Update

The eyes of the world will be on London for the Opening Ceremony of the London 2012 Olympic Games. The name of the Olympic Opening Ceremony show will be ‘Isles of Wonder’ and the broadcast will be at 3:12am, 28/7/2012 for Malaysia timing.
Haha... They wanted to celebrate my birthday for me?
Kidding.
I'm not really interested with the Olympic, maybe I will remember there was one time where the opening ceremony is on my birthday in the future? Haha. Until now, I think I only remember the Beijing, is it Olympic too? I don't know really know, barely remember the opening ceremony was around 8pm.
Nothing much to update. Next Saturday is my advanced english final exam. Need to pray hard.

2nd round of presentation for the week

Exhausted

How I wish I'm still at high school. How I wish I can see you guys everyday, every morning and pour out anything in my heart to you all.
It really bother me so much and I really need someone to talk to. Perhaps a warm hug or a shoulder is more than enough.
I'm really mentally and physically exhausted. Wasn't feeling well since Sunday.

Wish to see you guys soon. Let's go out and sing like nobody business.

I'm here

Tada~I'm back after 1 month...
Was pretty busy for this few weeks to cope up my studies and assignments...
Did a suck assignment due to inadequate of preparation..And eventually my presentation became a debate between me & Econs teacher...Long story...

Having my 2nd mid-term now..2 more papers to go..Economics principles and Accounting principles tomorrow.
Had my Advanced English last sat..I'm so worried about it because I was only able to finish half of the paper.
Early morning in the Monday had my Critical Thinking Skills. And what is the subject all about? The title tells you everything about it. Ya, it's about thinking stuff critically by twisted your brain, using all your brain juices..Haha

Early Wednesday morning, should start with a smile because I'm on exam leave today.
But, it turned up to be something  surprising. Santa Claus came to my house? Yes...but he is not giving us gift but stole the shoes away..7 or 8 pairs of shoes were estimated to be lost. And the amount of these lost shoes can buy 2 more new ipad. =.=

Being positive or negative are habits of thoughts that have a very strong influence on life.
A positive attitude brings strength, energy and initiative. :)

Grumbling~

Actually this is the continuation for the previous post but I break it down because it is quite lengthy.
Before you proceed, be sure you really have the patience. I did complaint a lot. Haha.


I always encounter problem with decision-making. Seriously, hardcore. Making a right choice isn't easy for me, especially when it comes to picking a course since I am that kind of person who spend like years to get my order done. I was supposingly doing microeconomics and calculus this sem. But I changed my mind since I don't like my timetable. How can I simply change my elective when it is so so important? I don't know la...I always run away from things I don't like, ruinmy initial plan and regret for changing my mind. And I changed my elective to accounting principles and economic principles...sounds less taxing right? I thought like this at the very first time and I really advice you guys

Never listen to other's people or rumours

I do know who the hell told me this elective is easy, can score High Distinction. When I enter the class, I feel like vomitting blood. At the moment , I feel like Biology is even 1000 times better where I used to hate Bio last time. Seriously.
For me, art stream students are so damn smart.
Pui Yee & Zi Jun : You guys are just so excellent. Haha. Sincerely, from the deepest side from my hearts. (You guys are so brilliant for the past, present and future.) Happy or not? I posted up your names...Haha

What come to worst is I will have to sit for my quiz in another 2 weeks time. Gosh!!! And I have missed the first week lecture which include 2 chap. God bless me~
How I am suppose to chase back Form 4 & 5 stuff in few weeks time? Impossible. This is what I was thinking at few days ago. Haha.
But, what is more terrible and terrifying is that the syllabus that I will be learning/ I am learning is more advanced than South Australian Matriculation and Degree Year 1. It's killing. Why are they so cruel? Expect a pre-university level of thinking students to study so advanced stuff.
People doing sam first 6 chapter = my first 2 chapter. People use months to digest and I have only my lecturer use 3 hours to cover everything. So smart.
And I only look at the lecturer blankly when I attend class. Feel like buying SPM account textbook.

I know I have choose the wrong pre-university programme. And I grumble from Day 1 till I finish the programme..Haha... 7 months more to go.



What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
Because I have a big bunch of friends
Which will support me along the way

Listen to this>>> Stronger (What doesn't kill you)

Play hard. Sleep hard . Shopping hard . Enjoy hard

I was suppose to post this up 2 weeks earlier but it came up late eventually  because I was simply too busy. Busy for what? To arrange my timetable..haha ><

Play hard . Sleep hard . Shop hard . Enjoy hard

This is my motto, only during my semester break of course.
Play hard - To keep myself relax and get away from the norm, following the daily routine
Sleep hard - Once I started my 2nd sem, I need to wake up early as 6, earlier than when I was in high school since I always get caught in the lewat line. Haha
Shop hard - Simply because I enjoy shopping and ladies need shopping, even window shopping do because ladies are simply too stress! Haha =P
Enjoy hard - College life isn't nice and relax where there are no longer spoon feed stuff. You are burden with assignments where you have to stay up late, sacrifice some time for it.
Eat hard got little bit larh..Haha

My semester break has just ended, but I appreciate and enjoy my 2 weeks break a lot.
Spent my 2 weeks travel, shopping, watch TV and for nice food as well.
And of course thanks to the Astro. I have my marathon watching TV shows from day till night. Luckily my TV haven't burn and my remote control is still working. Haha.

Trip to HK

Tsing Ma Bridge

This is the bridge where each and every tourist need to pass by after you came out from the Hong Kong International Airport, the platform for you to proceed to Hong Kong island, Kowloon or New Territories.

If you are a HK drama fans, I'm pretty sure that you are quite familiar with this.

When the couple argue and break up, the girl will leave HK and go overseas...on the taxi, they will receive text message or what so ever from the guy..this is the background of their journey before arriving the airport. Haha ><

Octopus Card for MTR purpose (like Touch N Go)

People like me don't have any relatives in HK need this a lot. Although you can easily get a cab, but I prefer MTR, fast and convenient. <3

Trip to HK will never be perfect if you did not try their Dim Sum. Their Dim Sum are much different than the one in Malaysia. Steamed turnip cake(loh bak go)...Pork Dumpling...Steamed shrimp dumpling (Har gao)...Yummy =P

Another must try is 許留山- the most popular and famous for selling dessert.
It's a massive chain restaurant and can be found everywhere in HK. You can simply found one when you are walking on the street or even right before you step out from the HK airport.


Hui Lau Shan focusses on fresh fruits, especially mango, sago and tapioca. And of course they do offer other fruits and red beans..etc...

Mango Combo

Curry Squid+ Fishball

Hong Kong is a shoppers' paradise. You will spend day and night inside the shopping mall and never know the meaning of tired and hungry until your wallet and credit cards are out of credit. Haha =P

Hardcore shopping for 3 days from the moment I get out from the airplane till the moment I left KL Int Airport knowing that airport stuff are cheaper.


* All photos above are taken with my mobile phone. Phone has poor megapixels. =P *

Sem Break II

This is how busy I am for this 2 months. Full of quizzes, assignments and presentations.

Materials needed for my oral presentation


# Sem break Day 3

A good day starts with a warm smile.

Was in good mood this morning and went and polish my car at my own for about 1 hour, just to make up for her, let her look nicer.

But what happen?
It turned to be effortless when the heavy rain washed my car.
Argh!!!!!
Her body is dirty with rain water stained. :(
Wasted my 1 hour.

Sem Break I

I'm done with my exams.

~Applause~

The questions are so tough. :(

Hardcore studying.

And we need some catalyst to boost up.

Chocolate is the best remedy. They are my very last 2 pieces bought at HK airport.

Anyway, I officially declare I'm free of exams and waking up early in the morning. 
Had my marathon sleeping from day to night. Haha.
So excited. Looking forward for my upcoming trip during my sem break.

*Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened*

April???

# Inappropriate attire = Go home change skirt

Went back to my former school yesterday.

It's so strange for me, the atmosphere and the people especially.

This shows what? This indicates that 5 months can make a huge change.

But the quality of our school performance and food remain unchange, make me feel so warm! <3

Having my breakfast there reminds me that even canteen food is much better than the college one and I used to complain canteen food last time. :)

Early morning have to rush here and there to get a proper attire. =.=

Went D' Fortune at night.

My besties feel that it might be our last reunion as everyone will start their studies soon and be very busy. I do not feel that anyway because our friend birthday is coming soon. :D

Again, I'm the outstanding one in terms of outfit.

Apologize to my darlingsss.

# Lack of revision + No Parking Space + No Lunch = Moody + Waste money, petrol and time

My college is always suck with the parking space. The basement is fulled when I reach there. LOL.

So nervous because left with 20 minutes to my exam and all the parking nearby are expensive!

First half hour 4 bucks?Subsequent half hour of the 1st hour 2 bucks and the subsequent hour after the first hour 2 bucks????? So weird right? I need to stay at college for 9 hours today, paying for parking alone already can pay for 2 Starbucks.

I managed to reach the examination hall on time but had no time for my last revision. :(

It's been a long time

This blog has been left untouched for a long time.
The reason is simple because I am so busy with all my assignments, quizzes, presentation and mid-term at this coming Saturday. Not really well prepared since there's so  much holidays in the last 2 weeks and people just came back from holiday mood.
It's only 1 month but I have done so much things. Haha.
Completed 1 presentation, 1 assignment and my community service. My community service is easy, spend 10 hours at a Girls' Home assist them in their homework. So happy that I have finished my 1st report although there's 3 more upcoming. :)
Writing report is a tough task for me as there's something called plagiarism so copy and paste doesn't work here. :(
I was really tired, mentally and physically. Woke up earlier than at high school and came out from house earlier as well. Trap in traffic jam everyday and listening to Mix Fm.

Bought a new lappy after a long arguement between me and my mum and finally came to a compromise.

Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day passed. It was so dry for this year's valentine. No celebration, no wishes, no present and no valentine.

Waiting for my semester break. 2 more months to go. :)
Miss my gang so much. I have so much to tell you guys and it's not enough to tell it over here. Looking forward to see you guys. Good Luck. <3

Decision making

College life wasn't as nice as high school.

The lecture hall is cold, the lecturers are cold and the classmates are cold as well. Maybe we all haven't adapt to the the new environment?

Miss high school..although some teacher fed up of me for being not paying 100% attention to them but most of them are very caring and loving. My classmates are all awesome and friendly although we come from multi races.

1st day of orientation I have already regret.

I should not start college this early and doing Foundation. Seriously, this is not a good choice since I haven't decide what to do and foundation limit my choice.

Should I change or remain?

A smile can brighten the darkest day as it is a powerful weapon, you can even break ice with it.